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Im searching my mind trying to figure this out
i turned every corner and flipped every stone
2 years have passed and i still cant find what i am looking for.
How do you lose something that is so close to you.
My heart is said to be in my chest...
but i dont hear it beating in that empty cavity...
Its hurting me to say this but I think i left it with my EX.
See... it was over so suddenly I didnt expect to see her move on
We had something so real that it seemed almost make believe
When she left the reality shattered my dreams...
Now i spend most my days in this crazy nightmare where I am a fiend itching for my supply
I keep looking for a fix... begging for a hit..
ANYTHING!!!
I'll even inhale the residue of our love.. As long as it gives me the same high I had when she held me in her arms...
See her love was premimum
I'm talking pure cocaine...
I have tried another love but theirs is not the same
See I can only entertain their thoughts and with my body let them play
but when they get between my thighs I RELAPSE and see her face..
sometimes i even call her name.
You see Im Addicted to her... but I lost her to the game.
So i guess im supposed to charge it and move on to something better??
But what is better than the best ?
she was supposed to be forever...
That was my first... she was my future
I never thought she'd be my past
thats why i gave her my heart
But she never gave it back
So here i am searching.. tyring to figure it out
turning corners and flipping stones
but the verdicts been told
Its not my heart i want back
I want my girl to come home.

Comments (3)

|2010-02-11 11:20:17 Tee2010

absolutely beautiful. it made me cry. especially the part about inhaling the
residue of your love. I so miss one one love of my life and I never thought she
would ever go not in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine us not leaving this
world together. My heart still cries every day and I feel lost and empty. I only
hope some day the pain subsides.
Lovely work.
Take care of your heart.

TeedzGev

|2009-12-21 08:50:33 shantifcur81

Very nice poem! I feel the same way towards my ex. I miss and love her everyday
of my life.

|2009-11-30 13:30:12 TheUnwrittenChapter

Wow.... it's amazing how much you can relate to other people when they share. I
lost my fiance almost a year ago to the date... she took my heart, my dreams, my
goals. We had plans of a life together... I found myself not knowing what true
love was until I met her. For months I cried, tried to replace the pain, tried
to get the same high with someone else. But there is no replacement...and when
you think about it, why would you want to?

Instead of replacing you can build anew, a new dream, a new goal, because the
problem you face with trying to replace the feeling is that NO ONE will ever do.
The impression was custom made by them and it's unfair to hold the next person
to a "standard" of the one before. They are not them, they are their own
person.

So while you're trying to fill the void you can miss a new breath, a new life, a
new sense of happiness... and learn to leave the past goals and dreams like...

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